Delve into My Mind

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Delve into my mind
One day a darkened nest
Of tangled webs.
Hopeless deceit
Trapping me in frozen chaos

Delve into my mind
One day joy’s playground;
Songs bursting,
Airy innocence
Sending me soaring into oblivion

Delve into my mind
One day the vacant expanse;
Exhaustion choking,
Velvety blackness
Lulling me into dull complacency

Delve into my mind
One day a tranquil chamber;
Soothing contentment,
Warm and silky
Blanketing me in cushiony revival

Delve into my mind
Welcome to my confidences
Laid strewn in raw truth;
Beautiful in ugliness
Simple in confusion

Delve into my mind
Embracing me as I am,
No secreted alcoves
Encompassed in entirety  
Loved as I am 

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